Have you ever played a computer game? If you have you are one of 100 million people in Europe who use a computer or a Playstatation or an i-phone, or some other kind of electronic device, to shoot aliens, speed round race tracks, build a civilisation or score in the Cup Final. This week, people around the world will spend 3 billion hours playing computer games. For what? Well, in part for fun (and I write as one who enjoys a good game every now and then), but perhaps there are other, less obvious, reasons.
An article in Third Way magazine suggests that it is more than fun that we find when lost in the increasingly sophisticated world of computer games – these games offer us something that the world doesn’t. They offer a world with clear boundaries, iwith clear rules and with immediate feedback. So when you play a computer game, you know what’s going on, what the rules are, and most importantly, you know how you’re doing straight away. If you shoot the right alien, or drive fast enough, you will win. If not, you lose. However sophisticated the game, the world of a computer game is understandable and reliable.
And how that contrasts with the real world – where things are rarely reliable and often seem beyond understanding. So many different people playing by different rules, for different goals. And how can we possibly know how we’re doing in life? It would be nice to be able to check our score every now and then – just to see if we’re on the right track, but we can’t. Whether it’s at work, in our family life or in our contribution to society, there is no way of really knowing whether we’re doing well or not.
So my question is, do we ever want our faith to be more like a computer game? Do we look to Christianity, or the church, or God himself, to give us an enclosed world, with clear boundaries, clear rules and immediate feedback about how we’re doing? Do we sometimes wish that our faith would make life easier, simpler and neater? Do we believe so that we can be part of a world which is separate from the messiness of our lives, where there are easy answers to difficult questions, where we can always start again when our energy runs out? Because that’s sometimes how Christianity comes across- as a safe place in a crazy world, where nothing can touch us, and where playing by the rules will give you a clear reward.
But that’s not the life that Jesus lived. He gave very few neat answers – instead he told stories. He never promised an easy life – instead he offered his followers a life of persecution and self-sacrifice. And he never said it would be easy – instead he invited us into an upside down world in which the poor were rich and the foolish wise.
But, he did promise to be with us until the end of time, to share the Holy Spirit with us and to carry our burdens on his broad and holy shoulders.
So, are we ready to allow our faith in Jesus to lead us more fully into the messiness of life. Can we live, wholeheartedly and vulnerably, in the complexity and difficulty of our family life, our work life, our social life? Can we trust that God is alongside us as we walk into situations that have no easy answers, no obvious endings and no final score? Can we live as disciples, not gamers?